This book was written because if I can save just one baby from having to go through or having the experience that I had as a child; it will be worth it. My goal is to get the child bearing female to stop and think and be honest with themselves. To think about what color really mean to them and their family. Will the child or children be able to receive the love they deserve? That the female choose a male that she wants her babies to look just like him. We all know that all babies are beautiful and ready to learn, receive love, and give love. I am sharing what I went through as a child some good experiences and some not so good. Over all I was blessed in many ways, I just did not have a normal childhood; I had to grow up to fast. And there were times when there was just myself and God and no one else on earth that cared. But as you see God was all that I needed.